My head is crowded. To much floating around in here to actually string together coherent sentences.
So many of the thoughts are frivolous.
What should I make for dinner?
Did the boys dress warm enough today or too warm?
How big of a turkey should I get?
I should probably get it soon.
Should I make the cranberries again or just stick with the applesauce?
Should I do the 10K the morning of Thanksgiving like I did last year, or is that just too rushed?
How am I going to get the boys to their Boy Scout Boat Regatta on Monday and then get to my choir practice?
Who is gonna watch the kiddos?
Can I skip choir practice even though we have a concert coming up?
Should Todd really drive three hours back home to take the boys to the boat regatta and then another three hours back up to deer camp like he wants to, or is that just craziness?
WHY would they even schedule a boat regatta for Boy Scouts during DEER SEASON in the first place? This is Wisconsin, after all.
Don't forget to wish Jeff a happy birthday. I bet he is missing dad today.
When am I going to have time to make all the food for deer camp?
Did I sign the kids up for swim classes yet? I can't remember. I think I did.
Don't forget to tell Todd what the pest guy said about the garage.
Why am I sweating again? It's not my thyroid. What is my problem lately?
What snack should I make for the boy scout meeting we are hosting tomorrow?
Man, I dispise boy scouts.
Don't forget to sign up to bring a snack for Ben's class. It's our turn.
I'm so tired.
Am I supposed to be somewhere right now? I feel like I"m missing something.
Dad would be 80 today.
After that last thought there isn't much else. I've been thinking about my dad so much today. He is taking up most of my thoughts.
Today is his 80th birthday. I wish he were still here. I wish I could at least still feel him here. I don't. I haven't. It is strange for him to just be gone. I thought for sure he would visit, somehow. Sounds silly, I know, but it still surprises me.
I miss him.
Miss you and love you very much.