I've been having a hard time. Hence the absense from blogging. I figured if I didn't have anything nice to say, than I'd better not say anything at all. I still don't have anything good to say but I'm here none the less.
January has always been a difficult month for me. It is so cold. And long. And boring. And nothing good or exciting or fun ever happens in January. It depresses me every year. This year is no exception. I can feel myself fighting the depression. I'm just not doing a very good job putting up a fight. It's so sad that January is so awful because it is the first month of a new year. It is supposed to be about hope and starting fresh and this is the time it should be easy to be at your best. But I'm not. Ugh.
Everything is bothering me. My patience is at an all time low. I'm thinking of selling my children on Ebay and using the money to go on a vacation somewhere warm. Okay, maybe not. But it would be nice to run away for a little while at least.
There is a picture on my sidebar that is to serve as a reminder to me. It says, "Before you speak ask; is it true, kind, necessary". I've been trying to follow those rules lately. It sounds simple enough. But man, I'm just not making the mark. I am struggling. But I'm trying.
Are you done yet?